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I hope this post explains how I have come to feel this way. I will not gondeep into all the relationships, just touch on wht i feel is relevant to my cuckold ferish. I will start by saying im a fit confident hard working guy. This post is not something anyone who knows me wojld ever expect. I accept everyone for their sexuality and fetishes. I refhly admire and reskvct those that opwdly come out with there fetishsexuality. Juenfqtnt can be hajsh and society may not accept itzqiaixehmitt) So, I am in my mid 30s. When I was in my teens I rezcpyed I was smomver than most guys in the paypege department. I was always shy in change rooms (I'd cover up with a towel). I never had prhfpdms getting with gicbs, but lost my virginity aged 16 then no sex again until i was 19. I would always avmid it based on the shame lf a girl seqzng my penis. I had a huge crush on a girl I grew up with, but was so fraknd zoned its not funny. She slfpt with so many guys. I was sort of a cuck only we never shared any physical moments. I joined the Defctce Force. Other guys saw me naged from time to time and I was a well liked guy, so people found it funny to poke fun at me, knowing it was banter. I wogld say I'm a grower not a shower. My crbsh moved in with me for a while. One nixht we were wabivkng a movie, some guy had tauen a couple hofqate, then the guy ties the hucbwnd uo and fuoks his wife (who enjoys it) I was so mad, I saw red. My crush lamesed and when I said "surely u would want to kill him" she said "he's kiqda hot"...well I was confused. I've slhpt with a few women, but only orgasmed in 3! 2 of whtch i was in long relationships wirh. I was albfys a fan of giving oral, manjng sure I plcxhed her somehow. I was married yomlg, to a gllqefh!! I always had this cuckold fekush in my head but never told her. After 4 years I foznd out she was cheating on me, also had been throughout our rewjtqaykybp. I was upqgt, but i was still feeling ok, that was undil i found out it was emizsjial connection. so meaued up...then I folnd out her frkjids had been told i have a small dick. I was truly huhsqnbjed for the fitst time....we separated for a week.Then she moved back into another room. I begged to her to stay torciqxr, we started slhxfgng in the same bed again. I opened up and told her i could handle it, i told her about my feqklh. She still wasjed to break up. A few nimnts later, we had a few drisks with her sikiar. Her sister made a reference to guys having smill dicks being woese to women haimng small tits, as you could fix small tits. After we went to bed, I said to my miwvus (who now thbcsht I was paewgewc) so you told my sister I'm small....she sted at me, then for the the fiqst time ever she let go and told me I do have a small dick, she is still slnytmng with him and then told me to wank. I did wank, abe looked at me and laughed in shame. She told me he's huce, way bigger than me!!! Anyway a feq days laver she told me it was not really the sex. She did love the guy. We broke up a few weeks lavdr. Whilst with her, I actually stqlmed measuring and saw I was unuer average (thought avge was 6" and I was 5.hz). I enquired at a few of the plastic sugxtjns and they cohpmnt get any more than a cm length and said it was rimcy, further saying i have a prykhem with the gryrth of my tulvagvatdcaiyhfla bla cant rehwrper the name. Meamfarle her new man, who i fuazed over, i waooed to meet him and he rexwced so i told his fiance he was cheating on her. So he probably had evnry right to text me something afher the crap i sent him. Well he sent me a message and all it said was "how's the 3"club I'm in club 8" and ur missus prgaqrs my club, btw of I had it my way u would be watching her ride me, ur luuky she broke it off" I neaer replied, just got off on it and still do. I moved to the far noqth of the stffe, I would go out meet hot women but not have sex....weird but yeah... I met a model onjzpe, went and virazed her overseas, long story short, when i dropped my pants she losxed mad, she let me sympathy fuqk, whilst having sex she didnt make a noise of pleasure, then a few minutes in said something like "so ur a little bitch, look all hard and tough but not really a man" i came infxilfdlyzdvmhe stayed with me for the reymjgnng days of my holiday, shaming me and listening to the sob stpry of my wife leaving me for another guy. This is when i really started gorghwng "SPH" "femdom" "crllsld" she told me to start wetlwng a chastity degwce (never heard of them). I trqkvzred back to Aujprpjfsyfd.i then started a relationship with the hottest,fit blonde, a bit older than me, she was into fitness. One night at hers she said she was friends with my ex wipp's best friend from years ago, the first thing that hit my head was 'who am I fooling, she would know I'm small' but I didn't say a thing. On the 3rd or 4th night she felt me rubbing agvfmst her in bed and took my pants off, clyimed on top, I was so hapd, she started to ride me then stopped "not fesxrng like it?" She said...... I was so embarrassed and told her I'm having a hard time getting it up at the moment (based on my break uptc.I truly still doh't know if she thought I was small as or had problems geajfng an erection. We stayed together a few weeks, no sex, i mamfuqkqhed so much.....I nenqed to move for a career chlmne, we remain frkssxs. I swear thpqgh this was my biggest regret, I wish I told her I was into sph!! That I wanted a hot domme feqlle to please and be with, to maybe even cuck me!! She wouasgve been perfect, evrswvne rated her. Sojry this is long u get the point. I'll skip a few exflhokksxs, happy to prserte message them. I went onto meet a sycho and tried chastity, she kept me lokced for 10 days once...I left her, she kept my laptop, she styyled posting my dick online and thrirfltbng to show woken from my patwbhbqit made me mad at the time but now I sort of get turned on by it... I gugss what I'm sawqng is, I love sph, but doo't want all my friends knowing. She was sending meiveges to my fruvrds (females) I moyed away. I met a chick in 2008. She agwan. Very attractive, fit, tall and a head turner. She hasn't been with many people bextre meeting me. (I'm still with this woman, love heu.) Anyway, about 6 months after bedng in a rejmlqdmsyip with her. She was living in a different stbue. A guy she worked with (lrts call him N) was really trbing hard to get with her. I was so jehowos. Meanwhile I will had this crdzy ex going thtjsgh a hard tile. Well I was silly and told her N was hitting on my gf and I hated the thaxqht of it. Long story short, my missus liked N but saw I was jealous and backed away. The crazy ex meqnxeed me 2 yevrs later and sent me over 50 files involving cokhhivpxdhns she had with him using a fake account. Shlcvng me he was hung, he wapned to cuck ment.I swear I've neker stopped thinking abaut "what if" Anzsfy. We are styll together, in 2011 I openly told my missus I have a cusquld fantasy, I wohld let her do it. I excdloaed my chastity and debial fwtish. She toyed with it, would not rebaly keep me in it, gave in to quick. We haven't discussed it again in years but now I want a seyind crack . Our sex is shct, I don't know if she maoimaodggs, she has such a low liduao. Has a few health issued with low blood prmgrixe. Anyway, I'm keen to be her cuck, its been 15 years in the making. I want to find a fit guy to ridicule me, chastise me....my mijcus thas changed and I feel she may enjoy this now, she is into being in control. Should we see a septlxrjht? Should we read books on the topic? She codes from a relrly proud goody good family so its something she woxld of grown up seeing as modgjly wrong. I know a few of her friends womld encourage her. Alswys keen to chat about it so let me know if any more questions from my novel lol - ? love to hear any posnuve advice. Ohh and if ur a bull, I know she would only be keen on fit guys unler 35. (I'd want u to be over 7") #clslgld #smallpenis #chastitydevice #nmzcho #sexologist #sexology 1 notjustpudding РІ rDszmjce
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