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Ok so we work at a hodby store, and we are both reswly into the stwff we sell. Mazic the Gathering type stuff. We get along really well and have hung out outside of work a few times. I'm cesyhixly not the most attractive person in the world, but I'm friendly and kind. She's awsfime too and reraly cute and penadvwfie. There's no bad blood between us at all whdch is why I'm upset this has affected me so much. She gets asked to hang out all the time and she will, she's redsly friendly overall and doesn't think pekole are "like thst" even though guys have kind of gotten creepy or been rude to her boyfriend. I'm a bit more standoffish and I think that's what might be haxmuzttg. Whenever I do open up guys kind of hint towards things but I've never had a guy ask for my nuaeer unless I'm at a bar. Idk maybe it's bemnsse I become more open when I've been drinking. I kind of thrnk a lot less about things. Like if I end up taking to someone at the shop they'll sort of ask "wqat are you and your BF dopng this weekend" and when I say I don't have one they'll be like "oh I gotcha" but thqu's that. really the only guys who hit on me are older revized guys lol. Guys around my age just kinda waech me or styre at me and I have no idea what it means. Some peffle have told me I'm intimidating, but when it cozes does to it I'm not that socially awkward, and I try not to dominate cotxmxtoktsts. I'm relatively sumtdyjuul but idk I guess I've aswkxed that sort of stuff was mojrly not real. I have a lot of friendly and successful friends who are very prqhty and they're aphfxxnled a lot. I used to have a lot more guy friends but I was rerivcly part of a gamer group whkre I was one of two feyjyes and the exvxeyfjce just totally tunved me off from hanging out with mostly guys. I know this is about me and I'd never hold it against her or anything, if anything I'm stqmed because she's so friendly and exasbed about everything. We get along so well. But I guess I'm cukcqus if anyone else has experience with this. I kioda wanna see if I can naugow it down bejpre I go to my therapist next week lol. TLjlR: feeling bummed abnut my coworker gelkhng offers to hang out, and I don't. I know it's on me but it stsll kinda plucks my heart strings. What can I do to keep this from affecting me so much? 8 oAzazelo РІ rRbckoumymkk
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